i just wanted to wish everyone a happy holiday. i will be taking some time to deal with some health issues… i’m not ready to share details, but they are serious enough for me not to want to write about it just yet or pretend i’m not going through something. i’m also not feeling like posting random stuff. sometimes life is just serious, and requires presence of my mind and body to fully deal with everything. blogging is great and i enjoy it, and enjoy reading it. but i am not prepared to blog about this just yet. i need more answers and more confirmations, which will take some time.
i wish everyone well and hope to have some good recovery and life news soon…
in the meantime,
peace, love, and embrace the life you have gosh darnit!
I love this linkup, clearly as it’s the only one I actually participate in… maybe I should challenge myself to broaden my linkup horizon. NY’s resolution? how about just put in on my do-list. I’m not much of a New Year resolution person, but I do like making lists. Which is why this Week in Review linkup is my jam!
Anyhow, please check out Meghan and her fab linkup, and linkup your self up to this crazy party. It’s a Clean Eats Fast Feets good time 🙂
So my week was great, there was so much going on I’m just happy I survived and had a good time!
Side note on stress: I am a stress cleaner. Not stress eater. Whenever I get stressed, I seem to take it out on chores and my laundry – the more that I have piled on my plate, the deeper I jump into laundry mode and clean every single washable thing I can. It helps to calm me when I know that even if the shit is hitting the fan, at least I have clean shit to wear and sleep on. Don’t get me wrong, I’m a HUGE fan of emotional eating and boredom eating. However, I just don’t get hungry when I’m stressed, per say. I get fidgety! and want to clear up everything around me. It’s so crazy, but the more I have to do, the more I seem to try and cram in extra house-hold chores and errands. I guess I’m not good at always relaxing, but then again in my mind, the PRO of what I’m doing is getting ahead on my chores and errands while managing more stressful activities. I guess you could say laundry and bossing my invisible assistant around helps me manage. It used to be exercise, but that has gone by the wayside. Now I just exercise because I actually LIKE it, not to run away from my problems. That’s what laundry is for 🙂
Side note on emotional eating: it’s not a big deal. Sometimes I’m not hungry but want to nibble on a praline or cheese. My body doesn’t ‘need’ it but it sure does taste good. I wish there was not so much hatred on emotional eating, it’s just eating for fun. And it’s just food! I think it’s okay, and it probably means you won’t be as hungry later, or at some later point. Remember – some days you need more calories than others. Food is food, enjoy it! But try and enjoy life and get over it. OK? okay rant over.
OKAY, sorry about that tangent, yikes!
back to my week.
Highlights of my week:
great walks with dogs
great food moments
a fun holiday potluck party with diverse women
some TV catchup
holiday party with hubby
santa wine tour in austin!
Walks with dogs
the weather last week was seriously gross and hot in Houston, where is the holiday weather? at least we had nice walks
one thing I love about living near the Bayou Park is seeing all the birds! I never see this many together and they all looked like they were having a nice party
Great food moments
Monday night we had the most lovely impromptu date night of sushi. I’m not eating raw fish as the moment, but I loved the avocado rolls, cooked eel, and shrimp rolls. My hubby loved it all!
I made my best ever vegan meal this week: green beans mixed with curry, cashew cream, nutritional yeast, and topped with chipotle grilled tofu steaks. YUM
to balance that out, the next day my hubby made me steak and eggs. #nofoodrules
A fun holiday potluck party with diverse women
My dear friend (and broker) invited me to her annual holiday potluck of international and diverse women. It was such a fun night with amazing women, I feel very lucky to know these ladies!
I tried pomegranate juice and loved it, and got food from a Mediterranean market – here are some of the leftovers:
Some TV catchup
On my day off I did a fair amount of Neflixing with my pups – no shame in my game
I just discovered Jessica Jones, How to get away with Murder… and I’m not sure if I’ll continue either. We shall see!
Holiday party with hubby
Friday night was yet ANOTHER holiday party with the hubby and the same place we went to last week. I took no photos again, I didn’t stay long either because I had to wake up at 5am the next morning to drive to Austin…
The highlight of the week: The Santa wine tour in Austin!
So we made it! I played Matron of Honor and Host of the Bachelorette Party / Santa Wine Tour in Austin! I survived! We had a blast, the bride to be was thrilled. Everything went off without any issue, and we all got along. Overall we had a great, great time.
Here are pics from the weekend… I’m still recovering from lack of sleep but it was well worth it.
Can you believe this lasted all day and night? It was a long day, but great fun.
Sunday was spent relaxing, shopping, and eating. By the time I got home I did laundry and passed out… after eating a pound of figs and grapes. It was lovely.
My highlight of Sunday was this pancake – it’s happiness in my tummy and heart warming.
how was your week?
have you seen Jessica Jones or How To Get Away with Murder?
i woke up this morning and smiled… after cuddling my dogs and saying goodbye to the mister, i realized something: i’m hungry! so i had a grapefruit and some decaf coffee with lots of milk and raw sugar. later on i made some steak, green beans, and pita bread. i went about my business and took the dogs for their walk before running off to appointments.
as i was driving off it dawned on me: i’m totally at peace with my body. i am very at peace with food. i eat when i’m hungry and sometimes i eat out of boredom. however i don’t beat myself up about it, i just live life. i don’t worry about exercise yet i feel like my life is pretty active and i am in good health. i actually feel pretty darn good all things considered…
and it feels AMAZING right now to have arrived at this point in my life.
i haven’t talked about recovery in a while. so i think it’s time i did because i’ve realized lately that i am in a totally different place today than i was just a few years ago.
i spent many, many years living in a food prison with silly rules. i spent days and nights worrying over every little thing that went in and out of my body. i was obsessed with my rules and created rituals that i had to follow, otherwise i thought i’d crack. or die. ? i withdrew from the world several times and hid in my tiny bubble. i was very miserable and would pray to be released from the mental prison that i felt trapped in.
my fear was that i couldn’t eat like a normal person, i didn’t even know what normal was anymore. a sandwich??? what the hell is that. i was terrified of eating proteins and carbs together. i was terrified of bread. i was terrified of meat. for whatever DUMBASS reason i was terrified of food. REAL FOOD scared me. condiments and shitty food like crackers were ok. it made no damn sense whatsoever.
it was the most ridiculous thing i’ve done, and i know now that i was running from my own demons. i was hurting myself on purpose. it was not smart, and i was not being kind to myself.
thankfully, i am living proof that anyone can recover and be ‘normal’ around food. i know that if i can get over food phobias, anyone can.
it is possible to feel at peace, it is possible to feel free. food is to be enjoyed.
Greetings and Happy Monday, list lovers! yep it’s time for another stroll down memory lane and see what we all did this past week. To join the fun head on over to Meghan’s blog and linkup here. She’s the WIR hostess and link master to the upteenth degree. I don’t know what that means, but basically Meghan’s for rizzle. The real Mamma Jamma.
How was your week? After a crazy and awesome week in New Orleans – which you should read here if you haven’t read the NOLA adventure – I feel like Monday DRAGGED. Yeah, coming back to life after spending the prior days having fun ain’t always easy. I had the Monday blues times 5.
I feel like all I did was basically work, eat, and sleep. Turns out I did a lot more, and by more I mean celebrating and shopping.
We had some great weather so I was able to take the pooches out for great walks, plus I took myself out for a run once this week.
I cooked one of my favorite meals at home: brussel sprouts caramelized in bacon fat and balsamic vinegar, topped with sweet chili jam. served with a huge wedge of goat’s milk brie, sweet potato fries… HEAVEN
I celebrated my mother and took her for another belated birthday dinner. Even though we celebrated her birthday earlier, I never got her a gift because she wanted a nice dinner. So nice dinner we did! We also celebrated my husband’s first semester in grad school wrapping up on Saturday night. There was a LOT of celebrating by him and his classmates. I took no pictures because the blackmail value alone was just too high #adultsgonewild
I love this pic of my mama and moi
This is where my husband’s school celebration was, and everything was simply YUM.
Plus, I did enough shopping in one day to make it feel like that’s all I did all week. I’m not much of a shopper so I guess a whole day of shopping is a big deal in my mind. I called upon my favorite and best shopping partner in crime: my momma! She is the best shopping partner you could ever ask for, and she comes with this awesome thing called “good shopping luck” meaning whenever you’re with her, you magically find everything you like and want, and everything looks good. It also comes with a bill, but so worth it 😉 Plus hello, mom time! I love mother/daughter time especially when it means checking things off my to-do list 🙂
We found my matron of honor dress at Nordstrom – her colors are navy blue so I hope this works. I wouldn’t be wearing it with boots of course, and maybe an ice shawl or wrap and nice heels:
We also bought some blouses, a scarf, fun necklaces, and I found a cute holiday outfit from H&M. I also discovered that I LOVE H&M!
Sunday we took the pooches to the dog park and then I came home and made a pecan pie for dinner with our neighbors later on. I must tell you, it was the simplest and most delicious tasting pie I’ve made. 4 adults finished the pie in one night, that’s a pretty good sign… and hey, it was all good ingredients. Balance!
Later that evening we had a phenomenal meal at our neighbor’s apartment and enjoyed my pie. We fully intended to play games and have our usual game night, but after all the eating and drinking and chit-chat, it was almost 9PM before we realized the time. Oops! At least we had all this great food to end the week:
That’s all I got.
How was your week?
Have you been to H&M?
Do you have a pecan pie recipe that you swear by? I like mine with the nuts just on the top later rather than mixed in.. the results are quite sublime in my opinion 🙂
last night i had a dream that it was christmas eve and i got an early gift at the front door: a young man holding keys to an antique lime green 1965 dodge charger. i jumped in the car, into the backseat as a few teenagers were up front. they couldn’t even see me! i realized then that i was just watching this dream and not actually in it. these kids continued to joyride in ‘my’ christmas gift around town, throwing tinsle from the windows onto the streets. it was crazy.
so that was a dream from last night. i also had a dream that i started a blog called, “dear diary” and treated it as such. i used to have journals and diaries as a kid; reading them recently reminded me that i was a) a big DORK, b) super imaginative, far too much. and c) i was obsessive compulsive from an early age.
so back to my point,
can you believe it’s here? we are actually in the last and final month of 2015. i’m sort of freaking out inside and out, how about you?
before i begin, i wanted to make a list ( and because i’m a #listlover) of one thing i’m grateful for , for each month thus far in 2015. now i know that last month was november and ‘thanksgiving’ month, but who cares??? i’m thankful for the whole year and every month, and every day.
shall i begin?
monthly highlights from 2015:
January: marrying Derek 🙂 and epic honeymoon in Chile
February: my birthday and Chinese New Year celebrations
March: we sold our house
April: we moved back into the city
May: i started real estate exam prepping
June: i got my license reactivated
July: found an awesome run club
August: found a new broker
September: tons of birthdays including hubby and brother and friends
October: brother’s wedding in Arizona
November: Thanksgiving in NOLA
December: tbd 🙂
it’s been a hellofa year! also, i wanted to share a few goals i have for the month. now that we’re in the last month of the year and all.
goals for December:
get through my thyroid biopsy on 12/16
be the best Matron of Honor possible
help with Rose’s wedding stuff, see above
bachelorette party stuff
survive bachelorette party in Austin
throw a small bridal luncheon
make some DIY gifts
go to the craft stores
visit home depot to buy ceramic tiles for decorating
visit dollar stores to buy mugs and plates to decorate
buy some gifts
spend time with Mom
spend time with brother when he arrives from Aberdeen on 12/21
run when i feel like it
try to run a bit longer each Saturday by .5 miles
take lots of bubble and salt baths
drink lots of hot apple cider
give lots of love to the hubby
lots of doggy love and baths
okay so that’s all i got for now. it’s just a random list of some goals i have for the month.
all i wanted to say is that i’m thankful to be here in this very moment in life. right here, right now.
Happy Monday, ya’ll! Hope you made it through Thanksgiving, or if you’re not living in the USA than I hope you survived last Thursday 🙂
In the spirit of thanks, I’m giving Thanks to our Queen Bee, Meghan, and her Week in Review linkup. This party wouldn’t be happening without her. Check her out and linkup here!
Our week was jam-packed… mmmm jam. Seriously, we had a lot to do. I worked on Monday and Tuesday, then spent all day Wednesday prepping for our trip, shopping for Bachelorette Party stuff, and cleaning our apartment. Tuesday we had a potluck with friends where we all brought some holiday dishes, and that was nice. I didn’t take photos but trust me – it was very good. Thursday morning we met our friends and did a Turkey Trot 10K, then zipped home, showered, and got on the road: we were going to NOLA for the holiday weekend! It was overall a busy and grand week. I pretty much ate, napped, ate, and napped. I know I did a bunch of other stuff but it seems like the food played a starring role, with nap time a close supporting actor.
Our week pretty much consisted of this:
WORK – I worked a lot on Monday and Tuesday, and my poor hubby had to not only do tons of homework, but had loads of work going on at his real job.
PACK – Laundry and cleaning and packing. Oh my!
TURKEY TROT – a fun 10K before our road trip, why not?
NEW ORLEANS – NOLA is the center of the universe!
EAT… NAP… WALK… REPEAT – that’s pretty much all we did.
HOME – more laundry and finally our lovely bed. Home. Sweet. Home.
Okay, here are pics of the week. I took tons! Mostly of NOLA because when you’re in New Orleans it’s pretty much par for the course to drink eat and take pics of random stuff.
Derek and I before our Turkey Trot.. it was such a fun morning, and we honestly had a good time. I hadn’t run that far in a LONG time but we kept a slow jog and I managed to feel comfortable the whole time. I did have to stop and pee once but luckily so did my partner 😉
and a few hours after our Thanksgiving Day Turkey Trot, we arrived in New Orleans!
The drive was super easy.. less than 5 hours. We practically flew there! However it took us 8 hours to get home. Love that holiday traffic. NOT.
Random walking pics… below is the cemetery where Voodoo Queen Marie Laveau’s tomb is found. We tried to get in but sadly it required a tour guide and we missed our shot. At least it was fun to walk around and take cheap shots!
We attended a haunted history tour and had such a blast walking around the French Quarter and learning about all the gory history of the past. I can’t believe some of the things we learned! and we had the best tour guide. If you ever visit, look for Ariadni. She’s one of a kind!
The creepiest site? The LaLaurie Mansion. Read about it the history, but not before bed!
Beignets: It’s a true New Orleans specialty. We had them twice, they were so good! My favorite were from Cafe Beignet. The fresh strawberries were just tres bien!
and there was a lot of shopping… I bought souvenirs and gifts, but I really went gah-gah at the vintage shops. Here are two pieces that came home with me:
And then there was all the FOOD… I can’t even begin to share how good it all was. Every place we went was special, and we did it all: high end to low end dives. I loved trying all the new flavors and meeting cool locals. The local residents love their city and love to share it with everyone. What a great city!
Arnaud’s is where we had our glorious and delicious Thanksgiving meal. It was such a special place! and after we toured the museum upstairs that belonged to the owner’s daughter: The Germaine Cazenave Wells Mardi Gras Museum. It showcases all of her gorgeous gowns and hats. Totally worth checking out! and the upstairs above that is also haunted, but we didn’t go that far… it was rather late 😀
and last but not least: more food.
Dive bars, Fancy places, and everything in between: